Wednesday

"nothing but net"

I bet your thinking this is a post about basketball..well.. guess again ;)

I was inspired by a post on fb tonight. Even felt it was written with me in mind however had the thought this was to good not to share which gave a me a good reason to post on here too.

I read this post after hosting the "writer" for dinner tonight, he's our friend and Pastor whose is transferring to a new congregation six hours away. We will miss him and what he brought to the pulpit on Sabbath mornings and your about to find out why, tonight I was  on his fb page and came across this post with a photo of him standing next to a river holding a fishing pole with nothing on the end.

Hope you take the time to read what he shared..it's very encouraging. 

Today I went fishing...
... and I have nothing to show for it. I see my friend on FB holding up a fish with a big smile on his face. And I'm happy for him...really. He is skilled and loves being out there in nature and enjoying the thrill of reeling it in. But the picture below shows me holding a pole...and no fish.
I did have the company of one of the youth from my church. He and my FB frien
d must have gone to the same fishing school: they know what they are doing, they know how to teach it, they have stories of how they caught fish. I have stories of catching river weeds. I must be in the wrong stream.

Have you ever felt like you have nothing to show for certain areas of your life?
You work hard, you pray hard, you relate well, you have grown so much, you nurture hope like a flower growing in parched ground, and yet, you have nothing to show for it.

You are not alone.
I think of the disciples after Jesus died and rose again. Peter and some of the disciples went back to what they knew best: fishing. They could work a boat like no other. Casting those heavy rope-nets into the water was something they had done for years with their fathers. What did they feel now that they were back where they started three and a half years ago. I wonder if they felt they had nothing to show for their sacrifice, for their rough life, for sustaining the jeers of religious leaders and fickle crowds. Having followed the man from Nazareth, I wonder if they had dreamed, hoped and worked for more than a front row seat of their beloved Lord hanging on a cross. I wonder if that thought crossed their mind as they fished all night with nothing to show for it but empty nets.

Then a man from shore shouts, "Children, have you any food?" They answered,"No." They are too tired to say much more. Too tired to explain. Too tired to engage in conversation. The man shouts back in reply as if oblivious to their efforts, "Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some." What does he know about fishing? These disciples were uber fisher meisters. They worked all night! And nothing to show for it. All hope of catching fish was lost.
But there was a man, the Son of Man.
He saw their heart's condition. He saw their efforts. He saw their disappointments. He saw their joys. He saw their struggles. And he saw their empty nets with nothing to show for their night of toil.

That is until you look from God's point of view.
Jesus saw how they had grown under His leadership.
He saw their faith leap when He calmed the storm.
He saw their compassion grow when each took leftovers home from a fish and dinner meal meant for 5000+ people.
He saw their excitement grow in preaching the gospel and casting out demons in His name.
He saw their faith stretched when a rich, young CEO walked away from eternal life because he owned too much.
It's not that they had nothing to show for their three and a half - year journey with Him, it's just that what they had to show couldn't be seen with human eyes because it was stored up in their hearts. Man looks on the outside, but God looks at the heart.
God knows what He has done there though we are not aware of it.
He knows our name and our journey and has moved in our lives like the wind moves through the trees; we see its effects but don't know from where or to where it's going.

You may be feeling like your net is empty. You have tried and tried and have nothing to show for it. But then Jesus comes along and stands on the shore of your soul.
He sees your tired fatigued arms of faith.
He sees your love is losing ground.
He sees your trust teeter on the cliff.
And in that moment He calls to you, "Child...cast your net on the other side."
In essence He is saying raise up your arms of faith to Him.
Let love hold its ground.
Stand on the tip toes of trust to draw nearer to Him.

And watch Him guide His blessings into your nets. At the right time, in the right way He will bring you your hearts desire. And with that He takes us to another level of faith-filled living by His power, in His name for His glory and for the earth's salvation.

So let's bring our empty nets to Him with great expectation and cast them out one more time. We will have nothing to show for it if we don't; but we will have stories bigger than a fisherman's tale...and it will be true. 

Saturday

a few Texas road tripping tips

Some may think it’s crazy to go out on the first leg of a vacation the way we do..but we think it’s the best way.

Because we live in the mid west side of Texas it’s always the plan to get through the “boring parts” during dark-thirty, so we always leave the night before.  Texas is the largest state after all..so getting out of it can take up a whole day, depending on the destination of coarse and driving the night before helps to give more time towards vacation spots!

Over the years we found it to be safer to drive at night because there’s less traffic on the highways and quieter too because the kids are passed out and you can enjoy a long distance without the sound of a whine  “how much longer..?”  To keep things safer we generally we take two hour shifts and sip on some caffeine., but the fact that we are just as excited to embark a on road trip like our kids are on birthdays and Christmas mornings also helps keep us wide eyed.

This trip was all about the mountains and pine trees and we couldn’t wait to get there!

A few sights we saw once we got up into the Apache National Forest.

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The colors, open space, top peaks and trees pointing heaven wards, the laughter and the quiet moments of thoughts..all of it was a blessing.

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However we learned on this trip we aren’t a car family. Next time it will have to be a SUV *Yukon style before attempt another trip that took nearly 5,000 miles and 25+ hours of driving..fun times!

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Monday

Rejoicing in HIS beauty!

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See that ^ crazy white girl in the picture?

That my friend would be yours truly.

In my element, trying to hug the space in those mountains.

I love the mountains like many love chocolate, sandy beaches or shopping.

There’s nothing that gets to me like a view from the mountaintops.

Tranquility and a quiet solace that only comes from this kind of space.

Feeling closer to Him has that effect on me..and if you asked me to live here..I’d do it in a New York minute ;)

I know, I’ve heard about the harsh winters and the snow shoveling fun..truth is even the snow doesn’t scare this country girl. Having visited every season I can’t say I don’t love them all..mostly winter actually..and it’s credited to that “white stuff” that interferes with life so often.

Serene, pure, untouched, translucent whiteness..well it’s everything I imagine heaven will be..without frostbite of coarse ;)

So every time I visit these parts an inner reflection goes on automatic in seeing just how magnificent His grace and mercy is in our lives!

Who I am what I love and how I wish to live becomes so much clearer, there’s no emotion or feeling that I can pin to it, just no feeling like it.

Back in Texas it was looking like a very long hot boring summer, no plans other then a quick trip to gulf coast, which the kids loved..and I enjoyed the break. 

But really up until a few weeks ago I was experiencing a real hunger to load up and take another road trip.

However the  single income no extra finances or time off didn’t allow for such luxuries.

As I sat back and watched on facebook or ran into others to hear about some memorable trips, I couldn’t help but long for the same opportunities for our own family.

Memory making trip..nothing fancy or posh..just something to store up the vacation space of my minds eye.

The last trip we took was back in March 2011 it was the first time our family went solo, by ourselves without other family members. The experience ended in a first very nice trip..no extras, no timeframes, no other people to consider places, eats or decisions and destinations.

We decided after that experience we would only go solo again..love our small trips camping and hoilday gatherings..but long road trips are for small groups of 5 ;)

Anyways..I’m rambling.

It was that trip that made us realize our family needs this more often and especially while our kids are young.

So there I was feeling the need for something..anything..even prayed specifically that He would make it happen.

Of course His timing is perfect and it just so happened that shortly after (2-3days later) I received a text message from my dh saying that his company was sending him to an engine certification class in Phoenix AZ.

Our wheels started turning..and the plan was in motion for us to accompany him on this business turned road trip.

And it just “happened” to be a 17 day getaway..coincidence? I think not.

We are still reeling that this happened to begin with..but it just kept getting better and better..so to give credit where credit is due, this is my tribute post to HIM. With God all things are possiable..especially when you pray HIS WILL be done. :) THANK YOU GOD :)

 

Stay tuned..more pix and rambling that I hope will in the end make sense :)

 

For now I’m going to go jump in the pool with my kids..it’s hot in Phoenix today!

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